Mood: Down.
Music: Alabanza - In The Heights [Original Cast Recording]
Tonight I suffer an emotional plunge (it MIGHT be PMS, who knows?). Things and thoughts have happened today that just really pushed me into feeling like the talentless, useless person I might be.
Tonight I have officially graduated from drama school. Not just any drama school but my drama school. It's a place I go to, knowing no one will laugh if I make a weak performance decisions, no one will judge if my voice breaks during rehearsal, no one is alone. We're all one huge and caring family. You feel at home when you walk into those heavy glass studio doors. I remember so clearly when I first walked in there to enrol. They (who eventually became my great friends) greeted me with a smile and a nice "How are you today?". I'm sure I'll have plenty more of those coming my way but this place was my safe guard.
I am now no longer in safe drama school and I'm unnerved by it. Am I ready to even leave? What do I do now? I'm not good enough to go yet... What happens next?
Music: Alabanza - In The Heights [Original Cast Recording]
Tonight I suffer an emotional plunge (it MIGHT be PMS, who knows?). Things and thoughts have happened today that just really pushed me into feeling like the talentless, useless person I might be.
Tonight I have officially graduated from drama school. Not just any drama school but my drama school. It's a place I go to, knowing no one will laugh if I make a weak performance decisions, no one will judge if my voice breaks during rehearsal, no one is alone. We're all one huge and caring family. You feel at home when you walk into those heavy glass studio doors. I remember so clearly when I first walked in there to enrol. They (who eventually became my great friends) greeted me with a smile and a nice "How are you today?". I'm sure I'll have plenty more of those coming my way but this place was my safe guard.
I am now no longer in safe drama school and I'm unnerved by it. Am I ready to even leave? What do I do now? I'm not good enough to go yet... What happens next?
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